I remembered a dream I last night. It was a dream where I was with this guy whom I've been very much attracted to over the course of the year, but I haven't ever had the guts to go up and even talk to him. In the dream we were in love and we kissed.

It was the best dream ever.

I'm scared to talk to him because I'm a guy too. What if he's not gay like me?

I hate being gay sometimes.

I want to say I think I love him, except I don't even know him. I can at least say he's the cutest guy I've ever seen.